I keep getting an error when trying to load up

[Dyiing]

This doesn't explain anything, you need to include your crash log

[ii_values]

@dyiing Yeah mb i forgot to paste it

[Dyiing]

That's not the log, there is not enough information from the exit code. Your log is located at .minecraft/logs/ and called "latest.log"

[ii_values]

@dyiing ok here
https://pastebin.com/RUaZnAkG

[Dyiing]

It's not a public paste

[ii_values]

@dyiing im so retarded here
https://pastebin.com/RUaZnAkG

[Dyiing]

Create and Shoulder Surfing are conflicts, and there's probably some more

[ii_values]

@dyiing damn so i just cant play the modpack i wanted to play?

[Dyiing]

If the mods are required, that is correct

[ii_values]

@dyiing alright